第五幕蝴蝶效应(2/3)（1/2）

站在摊子前，朱琬萍的双脚像是生了根。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>eji1x8hZpOkKU6s8mn4CPsL3r5aEA7G0YXbTWy</blockquote>

「这位小姐，您要买团子吗？」沁着薄汗的额际，沾着些许斑白的发丝，小贩暖yAn般的笑容，一脸和蔼可亲。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>sxRopfDq7gOFUGc2ZmzAQtL1ByWX08CEv5TIHhbd</blockquote>

朱琬萍睇凝那张似曾相似的慈眉善目好半响，然後垂下头眼巴巴地盯着摊子上雪球般的烤团子，有那麽一瞬间，视线突然模糊。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>IgB4xhL0benEAkopsv6QFVdrOc8z5lXWmiyDP</blockquote>

「大叔，请给我们两串。」始终静立於朱琬萍身後的冲田，一个大跨步走上前。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>4PoH9Jx1nTLX3zul5gQrEOvqDd2ty7saMWi</blockquote>

「总司……」朱琬萍的低语轻若呢喃，「可以多买一点吗？」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>nqf3aH2kVMlGRKZs1BY4W9pzcFbjvgPrhXiw</blockquote>

回到新选组的屯所，朱琬萍将团子摆上供桌，双掌合十闭眼垂首。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>Col7BaXMdO8i92zWvPtQchDSGVjFb5xuHeLkJEqY</blockquote>

她还记得，《薄樱鬼-雪华录》土方篇的结尾，就是大家围在一起吃着团子。那是以杀伐动乱为时代背景的剧情里，新选组少有的片刻闲适与温馨——<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>56yrH4EDluLiqJpZGSj1ofmKV7RFhYPsazBTWX</blockquote>

如今，源先生却已率先缺席。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>8WSbYkXQqCvu97oHjMeyw0A34hT5mZJrOBtlz6pi</blockquote>

总觉得，该与这位大哥好好话别。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>vkbXdmWq2ilRtHxKEu48V7ToPFCaz3JZLpnc</blockquote>

然而究竟该说些甚麽，她心底带伤的角落，才能不被触碰？<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>6gExeChZRmLi0rWDJoftQ73SHqpU19VGany</blockquote>

父亲偕同情妇远赴加拿大旅游，结果轻航机失事一起魂断异乡。母亲因为情夫外遇而自杀，lU0身陈屍於台北信义区豪宅的浴室内。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>JIkVjYSUsHL2aPxm81KlGEQhTfdDWq6w9Z37Nzbn</blockquote>

身为独生nV，两边她都没有在第一时间前去抚屍痛哭，只是委任两名律师，分别协助办理两地的相关手续。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>6LEj4oIWHvBkRTzPdxmAQXCsf3ur72NOwS0GyMca</blockquote>

身为父母，他们什麽遗言都没有交代，甚至最近一次的碰面地点，是事发前三年的桃园国际机场，她登机前的六十分钟。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>r7XABePuyWGs9o3FZ08fKLVM2UgSz1ElONcmRTqd</blockquote>

匆匆向学校请了假，她从洛杉矶飞回台湾处理双亲後事。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>g6mW2ojX1ktQHsFLwyV8S7dIExZv9Yh</blockquote>

那一年的那一天，是她满二十岁的生日。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>BwtLK3uGaSYXWrszbTQRiN4koAHZj1d0cP7</blockquote>

而她许了一个永远实现不了的愿望，那就是——再跟爸妈一起、三个人吃一次生日蛋糕！<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>8WxDNUZvel7GjkAFdu9hQtMncSTqaJr5VX04ImB6</blockquote>

立在她床头柜上的相框，里头是一个约莫三岁的nV童，开心地站在生日蛋糕前准备吹蜡烛，左右两旁有父母陪着。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>1ZNlp5zCXVIGK738HePnBEkYsDoUtFxq2ThSJj0g</blockquote>

尽管照片已经略为泛h，但影中人的笑容，至今依旧耀眼刺目。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>HU2nzICGlOfx1esWpokm0hXLiTZAB57E8vFQ43cd</blockquote>

也许，想与源先生话别的残念，根源於她没能见上父母最後一面的遗憾吧……<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>YaM6S28l0iLshrKIJTd19QypwUqvDOV4kNbmWj</blockquote>

默默凝视着那道纤细的背影，一GU想要将那份单薄拥进怀里好好安慰的念头，无声地在冲田的心底陡然窜起。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>R95VEQh2TgXAxml4ejYFsbB13ua6OpvktH0C</blockquote>

「别哭了。」单手揽住朱琬萍微颤的肩头，冲田的嗓音变得低柔，「源先生会以为是我欺负你，半夜跑来打我PGU的。」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>FYNBOX4elQy8cHpM1gtm6AdLw2RVI935fosnZWjr</blockquote>

「你说甚麽？」朱琬萍微抬泪Sh的羽睫，彷若梨花一枝春带雨。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>UdNsF8cmJgRTGbvL5Yzhij62AK90OqHnyxeV413P</blockquote>

「呃——」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>AlkwRHLJnjacU01qWfdmP5yzo7hEOtMbSF2NKIsD</blockquote>

用力咽下哽住呼x1的惊YAn，冲田托住朱琬萍的後脑，轻轻将她的额头压向自己的左肩。「好吧！真那麽想哭的话，我的肩膀借给你哭，就算被源先生打PGU我也认了！」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>Mj4Gk78fvNy0iqn9UwFAXumxRCLrEaQOzPsd6etB</blockquote>

「总司，是谁要被谁打PGU啊？」原田与藤堂在门口探头。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>pkow5N4Tr2IJl3cdLFuAhiOvEgfCsKVMq</blockquote>

「琬姊姊，你怎麽哭了？」雪村跑到朱琬萍面前，身後跟着斋藤。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>iNT1ePRkAESCIw8mjF7BQVJyOhc6YoxKbLnMGp</blockquote>

「小琬怎麽了？」随後出现的永仓大声怪叫，「谁欺负你了？告诉我，我去教训他！」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>83hLVg7zpuabKswDe1S4WrMHBcyjIUkAXtNPY2J6</blockquote>

「琬小姐被欺负了吗？」近藤领着土方与山南，自回廊转角处现身。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>rjiNShYZoQHOy2b0zft53lWwsFcRvuBaM4TpUqLd</blockquote>

「不，没那回事。」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>RwG3U2e1mpZvKtcH7iF04l9dDbjIrxgANnOLCPWu</blockquote>

抹去脸上的泪痕，朱琬萍扬起一朵尚未晒乾的笑容：买了很多团子喔，大家一起吃吧，总司请客。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>LW7v8wZVXfdPu0bAeG9Rml4UtMHxBCIQFYzKNr</blockquote>

在雪村的翻译之後，冲田抬高下巴指向供桌示意，权当是补充说明。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>rSnBuiLvgpzGTPlCHwmVbcd7t0Ee3f4Qox2DsF51</blockquote>

「太好了！那我就不客气罗——」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>vbH0ZLuGTRMDp9wicjosAKqlWgCQrExIY3yPm1V2</blockquote>

「新八先生！不要一个人吃那麽快啦！」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>Pofh8ZWRcbdyF36qOBEsLkIV5YQAutn70g4CrK9J</blockquote>

「平助，不要连选个团子都婆婆妈妈。」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>KPn5ieuNDpcRrQEyl37Mvwf1qHTtBbOhCW48GzLa</blockquote>

「别揍得太狠了，左之，暂时饶了他呦。」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>36RxZfsm5AieJ84WBErQgbnTC2YjqdKp1vuLVywI</blockquote>

「真难得，总司会请客，是不是明天的太yAn换另一边出来？」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>6iqkA03QXhKWU2F4yYmpeEc8TgRlDjZMdSa1GPfI</blockquote>

「土方先生，请跟进藤先生还有山南先生一起坐这里喝杯茶。」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>Weip6t8jcyDrH9ST5YuMzVRm0QGEnJx3AgbF4wqh</blockquote>

「千鹤，你跟斋藤也赶快来吃吧，别客气。」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>XxJHhp2eDN1nP475BtWojq0aQzwTZUCb3KL</blockquote>

「是，谢谢你，近藤先生……」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>IEqsaN5cJmMi4Bv7ZbwyQzxOtgnPR0LTHurD6kG8</blockquote>

朱琬萍低头看了看手上这串已经抹上沾酱的烤团子，唇角上扬的幅度扩大。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>nCyFXG5SYV81sr7uemJp0w2TlhBA3PdgHiqxfvoz</blockquote>

源先生，大家都在你身边呢！从今以後，你也依然与新选组在一起的，对吗……<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>9oXWryxR2gSFfYH5KJhdmTMtvbNEGL71pkjzD0</blockquote>

坐在缘廊上，朱琬萍静静望着庭院里的那口井。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>sz9QVcIadfHAhyv8KoeDlEmCY6ZiuL2xFP</blockquote>