第九章 被抱错的炮灰真千金9（1/2）

次日清晨，阳光透过窗帘的缝隙洒在云锦脸上。

她慵懒地睁开眼，满足地伸了个懒腰，这具身体无病无痛，一觉到天亮的感觉实在太好了。

怀里的布偶猫贝贝也发出“咕嚕咕嚕”的愜意声音，用毛茸茸的脑袋蹭了蹭她的下巴。

昨晚她睡得出奇的好，昨晚她睡得出奇的好，完全不知道城市的另一端，云家因为她的缺席而经歷了怎样的波澜和猜测。

她像往常一样，给自己和贝贝准备了简单的早餐，然后窝在沙发里，打开笔记本电脑，开始继续她的创作。

她现在是一名网络知名作家，已经出版了两部作品，在网上也算是小有名气。

也是靠著写作的收入，她才能宅在家活的这么自在。

她拿起手机准备查些资料，这时，她才看见自己的微信里多了一条好友申请。

顾清和....

是昨天在办公室遇到的那个男生。

云锦的指尖悬在手机屏幕上方，微微蹙起了眉。

心理学资料？

几乎是下意识的，一种强烈的、想要拒绝和逃离的衝动就涌了上来。她最害怕的就是这种突如其来的、来自陌生人的接触，尤其是对方还目睹了她摘下偽装后最无措的样子。

这让她感觉自己像被放在了聚光灯下，无所遁形。

她几乎立刻就想点下“拒绝”按钮。

但是……秦教授。

秦教授是学校里少数知道她情况、並且一直真心关怀和帮助她的老师。

如果是秦教授默许甚至建议的，她直接拒绝，会不会让秦教授觉得她不知好歹？或者让秦教授为难？

云锦抱著贝贝，手指无意识地梳理著猫咪柔软的毛髮，內心挣扎不已。

她点开顾清和的头像看了看，是一片寧静的深海景色，微信名就是本名“顾清和”，朋友圈没有设置权限，但內容很少，大多是一些分享的专业文章或者校园活动的转发，看起来……很正经，不像有什么坏心思。

而且，验证消息里提到的苏敏教授，她好像隱约在某个很权威的心理学科普公眾號上看到过这个名字，確实是很有名的专家。

他说的资料……会不会真的有用？她確实一直被社恐和人际焦虑困扰，也偷偷查过很多资料，但总是不得其法。

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云锦咬著下唇，思考了好久。

最终，对秦教授的信任，以及內心深处那一丝微弱却真实的、想要变好的渴望，战胜了退缩的本能。

她深吸一口气，像是做出了一个重大的决定，指尖微微颤抖著，按下了接受按钮。

好友添加成功的瞬间，她甚至有点想把手机扔出去。

怎么办...她真的不想和陌生人聊天，感觉浑身哪哪都不对劲。

几乎是同时，聊天界面顶部显示“对方正在输入…”。

几秒后，一条新消息跳了出来。

顾清和没有寒暄，更没有提及昨天尷尬的碰面，直接发来了一个压缩文件包，紧接著是一段文字：

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他的语气平和、专业，保持著恰到好处的距离感，没有任何过度热络或打探隱私的意味，仿佛真的只是顺手分享一份学习资料。

这让云锦紧绷的神经稍稍放鬆了一些。

她看著那个文件包，犹豫了一下，还是回復了两个字：

【谢谢。】

然后，就没有然后了。

好在顾清和那边也没有再发消息，好像他真的就是为了单纯发这一份资料。

云锦鬆了口气，她放下手机，重新抱起电脑。

另一边，顾清和看著屏幕上那简短的、带著明显疏离感的谢谢，唇角微微勾起一个不易察觉的弧度。